GOSH

Gosh.

Did my recertification yesterday after my so-called-non-productive shift and I think I failed, again. Argh! I had to retake a second call and then a guy with this wierd, obviously trying hard to be slang tone. I really had a hard time with the call and both asked me about stuff I did not know. Hayyy... Whatever happens, I am gonna try to be fine. But I can't afford to be jobless. Not this time.

It has been 3 hours since I got here in the office and in my station but I still haven't received any calls yet. I took my first 15-minute break with Rome downstairs, in front of Watsons then drank coffee which tasted more like Milo in the pantry. Something's wrong with the vendo...

I dunno but it hit me earlier while waiting for calls. I still am very much inlove with Marvin. I suddenly have this urge to talk to see him and talk to him... or maybe just see him. I miss him so much. Seems like time could never ever erase what I feel for him. I want to cry but I can't. There are too many people here. Can't let them see I am sad.

Hayyy... This blog is beginning to become a crap. Love and shit! Must find something else to write about. My life ain't getting more interesting everyday. Life sucks. I know.