All this SEB’s* and sex over the phone is already making me sick. I don’t know what I want anymore. Is it just someone to fuck or am I looking for something more? Okay, sex is fun and all but there comes a time when you feel like you are so used up and wasted that you want to just stop and stay numb for a while. After you get off and your libido is on the low, you question Did I like that? Or Was that what I wanted to happen?
And it’s Christmas for God sake! All I could think about is sex. This is what happens when you don’t have work and you have the house on your own which comes with unlimited internet connection. Now everyone on every gay chatrooms knows who you are and you build this reputation that you are a player and that you suck at relationships. I dunno if I do. Ask my ex’s.
But not all guys in the chatroom I want to have just sex with. When you see their pics and you realize how cute they are and then you automatically consider them as a boofie material. But then again, they won’t like you coz your slim and your ugly and sh*t.
It’s a stiff competition out there. If your ugly and don’t have at least a tint of sex appeal then you are OUT! You’re bound to spend the rest of your potent life with your palms as the only source of recreation.. or you could always kill yourself.
Relationship or otherwise, like one-night stand, perfect guys (or so those you think were) would come and go and leave you with your dick hanging limp. Most gay guys know neither commitment nor loyalty, especially the young ones. And include me as one of them coz I am guilty myself. But then again, those of us who remains hopeful to love will always give spare time to have one more guy on our bed wishing they would stay the next day in our lives. Dream on baby!
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SEB* - sex eyeball
6 comments:
hey! merry christmas!! cool blog u got here... and if u feel horny just ur hands it's much safer and guilt-free... and u should really try looking more love rather than sex... i thnk that's better.. anyway MERRY CHRISTMAS again!! ÜÜ
Thanks man! I'll try to remember that. Hahaahah...
do i have to add up some more dude? hahahha... i think you have touched everything... we both have same sentiments with having relationship... wish you could find that guy which is not just a fuck buddy but a partner as well... someone you could share your ups and downs... and be loyal to you.... sounds impossible, right! but there's nothing wrong in hoping... have a nice day!
Yeah I hope so. There is a very thin line between LOVE and SEX that sometimes we unconsciously interchange the two leaving us hurt and broken in the end.
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hmm
i think being online for about 3days had somehow affected me.
all i think about is sex.
and where i could get my next "victim".
and re:this entry all i can say is: my sentiments exactly. (well sans the unlimited internet connection and being alone in the house)
funny because a "brother" of mine had asked me if jacking off would make your hands dry. i told him then use lotion. he said his palms are still dry and that he'll refrain na from jacking off.
nonsense? wala lang. gusto ko lang i-share.
argh! staring at the monitor all i see are the words SEX floating around. i must close this window now!
Hahaha...
I love what you said about your bro. You must be very open with him...
Anyways, this post is not only meant for me but for all of us... for all of us...
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