Just watched The Incredibles with Emor today. It was funny but I had more fun being with Emor than watching the movie. I dunno what happened. Three weeks ago I didn't give a sh*t about him but now I totally like him. I ain't even sure if it's only "like". Argh!
I realized this when we watched The Forgotten with a bunch of officemates a week ago. He was so cute. He would jump off his seat whenever something shocking happened on the screen. He was like a kid. That movie was followed by another movie and then another and now we are planning to rent our own place. I am not sure if he feels that I like him or anything but I am sure he doesn't like me. He somehow told me what his ideal guy is and none of the characteristics fit me. Argh! I guess I'll have to distance myself from him or else I would end up getting hurt.
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Marvin got his hair cut. He's so cute in his recent picture at Downelink.com which prompted me, besides my better judgement, to send him a message. Surprisingly though, he replied a day after telling me his not mad. He also noted the undies I have in my pictures. Ahehehe...
Is this a sign that he might still be able to love me? That "us" can happen again? I hope so. I really do.
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I talked to H&K last night and he wanted us to get back together. I said I can't. What's done is done. I love him but I ain't ready to commit to him again. I miss him though, so much.
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Serge invited me for dinner last night so after the movie with Emor I went straight to his place. Had a couple of barbeques and a little chat then I decided to go home. He has a boyfriend now and I think he's happy.
*Emor - not his real name. you can pretty much guess though who he is if you are my officemate.
*Career - a guy
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