Just Another Day

So I met up with a guy named Carlson yesterday at SM North Edsa. This was after I got my haircut. I know, I promised myself I'd never meet someone again but hey, I was fucking bored and it was just a friendly thing. I was having coffee when he arrived with his friend. He was wearing a pink shirt and he's cute, might I add. He invited me to lunch but I declined. So he and his friend went inside the mall and I was left at Coffee Experience sipping my latte mocha.

When he came back, he was with guess who, my ex Zeus. That guy who denied me to his friends. And maybe it was just mere coincidence but he was also wearing a pink shirt. There were no more seats available in my table so they decided to sit somewhere else. Then Carlosn went up to me and asked me to stay with them. I declined. Zeus was there and I couldn't face him after what he did to me. It was painful and the pain was there again yesterday. He finally gave up and I was alone again. I ordered a glass of iced tea. Then behind me came Zeus asking me the same thing as Carlson asked me before - if I wanted to sit with them. Same thing. I declined. But that moment, how I wished he would sit beside me, talk to me and begged for me to come back. Guess I was just daydreaming for he left after all. I decided to leave when I finished my drink. Went straight home.

Today I was fucking bored. Did not do anything but stayed in my room and texted a lot of people. I tried to play Grand Theft Auto but the fucking cd won't work. I lost my patience and I quit. Watched Full House also. Not that I am already a Kapuso or anything. I just love the comedy. Hahaha... Jologs....

Hayyy... Cubicle for Men (a clan of bisexuals) are meeting tomorrow. They are inviting me. i don't know if I can make it. Too many guys, too many temptations, a lot of heartaches waiting to happen. I'll give it a thought though.

Haircut and Life

Wheew!

Finally, I had a change of heart. Well, at least on how I look. I just got my haircut. Now I am officially a semikalbo. Too late I know but hey summer ended just yesterday. Not that I am going to the beach or anything (it's already the rainy season, dudh?!) but I just decided that it was time for a new look.

They say that some people go to salons to have their nails and hair done whenever they get depressed but I guess I got a different idea. I guess I went a little over the top. Literally. So you might have figured by now that I am depressed. Yes, I am. Thanks to Marvin and my pleading him to come back to me. He tore my heart once again. Awwww....

Can't let those ugly things shatter me! So easy to say yet so hard to do. You try to believe and believe that everything's gonna be fine yet deep inside you you know you suck. A couple of days back a new window opened and I hoped Marvin would let me in his life again. I was wrong. He shut it off even before my finger got across. Ouch! A slap on the face!!!

Thus the new haircut brought about by depression.

And what do you know? I feel just great. I dunno if it'll last but I am gonna enjoy my moment. I feel like a newborn baby ready to conquer the world. A big leap for that change I wanna make in my life. I even erased all my karirs, fuckbuds and what-have-you from my phone list. Thus preventing me from meeting up guys and having pointless conversations and sex with them. I guess I have outgrown them all. Is this what they call maturity?

Anyways, I am gonna post my pic with my new haircut when I get my hands on a camera alright!

I am so excited to get home and see what my brothers an cousins would think of my new haircute. Gotta go! Mwah!