"If you wanna be with me baby there's a price to pay. I'm a genie in a bottle. You gotta rub me the right way..."
I am talking with Edsel (aka H&K) right now at YM. He sounds so mad at me for breaking up with him and making him see my new blog layout. He read about Marvin and the other guy, of course.
Don't get me wrong. I am not making his life miserable or anything. I still do love him mind you. I love all my ex's. There's this big part of me which is happy there's them. I am happy because they prove that I can be lovable no matter how monstrous I look like or how incompetent I am when it comes to relationships. Am I keeping them as trophies? I don't want to think of it that way. I just want to be friends with them.
Does this prove that I can't be alone, that I never wanna be the only one, I don't wanna be left out? Argh! Am I so dependent?
One thing is for sure though. I miss them and I tell that to everyone of them...
"... and when I'm down you're there pushing me to the top. You're always there giving me all you've got..."
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