It's official. He already said his goodbyes (15April05) and I didn't even have the guts to stop him. What for? I have done such a cruel thing to him. I hurt his feelings and betrayed his trust. Just when everything was going perfectly okay, this tragedy had to come knocking on our door. And it's all my fault.
Now I am back to singlehood. I should be happy right? Well I ain't!!! I miss my Marvin so much and I love so sincerely.
But he's gone. And he won't come back. He told me so. He asked me to stop texting him coz it's killing him with pain and disappointment.
Another sad story of my life I guess... And it'll be forever engraved in my memory.
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Love is like waiting for a bus when the bus
comes, you look at it and say to yourself eeeeh.
so full!... cannot seat down, Ill wait for the next
one. So you let the bus go and waited for the
second bus. Then the second bus came, you
looked at it and said, eeeeh this bus is so old
so shabby! so you let the bus go and again,
decided to wait for the next bus
After a while another bus came, its not crowded,
not old but you said, eeeeh. not air
conditioned. Better wait for the next one. So
again you let the bus go and decided to wait for
the
next bus.
The sky started to get dark as it was getting late.
You panicked and jumped immediately inside the
next bus! It is not until later that you found out that
you had boarded the wrong bus! And you wasted
your time and money to get into the wrong one!
Even if an air conditioned bus comes, you cant
ensure that the air conditioned bus wont break
down or whether or not the air conditioner will be
too cold for you. Wanting to get what you want is
not wrong. But it wouldnt hurt to give other people
a chance. If you find that the bus doesnt suit you
just press the red button and get off the bus! Hey,
who said life is fair??? The best thing to do is to be
observant and open-minded. If it doesnt suit you,
get off.
Im sure you had this experience before. You saw a
bus coming (the bus you want of course). You
flagged it but the driver acted as if he did not see
you and zoomed pass you! It wasnt meant for
you
The bottom line is, being loved is like waiting for a
bus you want. Getting on the bus and appreciating
the bus by giving it a chance depends totally on
you. If you havent made any choice, WALK! :-\
Walking is like being single. The good side of it is
you can choose any bus you want the rest who
couldnt afford another ride would just have to be
content with the bus they rode on, ugly or not.
Also, sometimes it is better to choose a bus that
you are already familiar with rather than to gamble
with a bus that is unfamiliar to you. But then again,
life wouldnt be complete without the risks involved.
But there is one bus I failed to tell you about the
bus that you do not have to wait for, the bus that
will stop on its own and ask you if you wish to
come inside, and then take you for a joy ride for
the rest of your life! ;)
Hope you get to ride the ride on that bus
haaaaaaay brew... kaw kasi. anyway... life's like that!
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