"...I Can't Afford to Lose You."

After three days of break I am back to work. God, I feel sleepy already. I still have more than 4 hours left in my shift and my eyes are beginning to droop. *Sigh

To compensate for my tired eyes, I just read a message from Marvin saying how much he loves me and I quote, "...I can't lose you." Love is definitely in the air and Valentine's Day has been extended. Until when? I am not sure but I hope it'll last. I am slowly falling in love with Marvin.

There's that phrase again. Just two words yet so strong. Falling in love. Why do they call it like that anyway? Falling? Why? Hmmm... Maybe because it is a kind of fall which everybody suffers a hard time standing up on their feet again from. I have been there, once and now I am risking myself again hoping this time would be different.

Anyways, watched Phantom of the Opera yesterday before my shift. Tragic. I feel for the Phantom. I dunno. Me and the underdogs. Somehow I could relate to him though I wouldn't go that far of having to frame and kidnap the one I love so as to have him love me back. But what the Phantom did towards the end of the film when he finally let go of Kristine to that long-haired guy (didn't really liked long-haired guys) melted my heart. I almost cried. The movie is quite dragging not to mention sad. But if you're up for some lonely and hurtful and musical stuff, then the movie is for you. One of those movies I'd probably spent hours watching at my telly over some spoiled reheated pop corn wearing my pajamas over a stormy weather.

Emor has become the drama queen. Told me he is envious of me because I finally have a boyfriend when he has none. He also said that I was more "beautiful" than he is, which I totally disagree coz I never see myself in any way attractive. Love has its way of getting to you. It caught me once again and it feels great. I just hope Emor's would catch him soon.