"Shame on you if you fooled me once. Shame on me if you fooled me twice... Life goes on..."
Off to work again. I still feel the same as I did yesterday. That alcoholic beverage did not sink too well in my system. I think I have had too much to drink last night. I need to buy some medicine.
I talked with Maw last night over the phone. Said he'd never leave me. Then what the fuck is he doing??? I wanted to believe him. I wanted to forgive him and stuff. But whenever I remember how he hurt me and he fooled me, that forgiveness just vanishes. It's not like I'd kill him or anything. The truth is, I couldn't bring myself to be get mad at Maw. Maybe I am mad at the situation, at what happened, which is partly my fault anyways.
Now I am confused. I still love Maw but how can I go back when it's all tainted and destroyed. I trusted him. I believed him. But what did I get? A broken heart.
If this is what you get from loving someone so deeply, then maybe love ain't worth my time at all. Maybe, it's just a feeling like being horny at night that you people can easily make do without. I dunno.
Am I making sense at all? It's the alcohol. My brain still floats on that beverage.
*sigh
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Hey just passin by. We all have the right to love and be loved. Ika nga pana panahon nga lang. I know you can't forget it easily kasi ang love kung feelings lang yan madaling mawala, madaling magbago, it's more of a commitment narin siguro. The least you can do is to still reminisce the good times you had when you're together pa. Mas masaya alalahanin yun doba kesa yung fact na nasaktan ka nya!! For sure you'll get over and forget what happened. Feeling ko naman strong ang personality mo!!
Have a Nice Day!!
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