I guess Karma works really fast. Just a few days back I was happy and contented and taken. Now, I am not sure anymore. I left my previous bf for Maw and it seems like Maw is gonna leave me for another guy. Now, isn't that familiar?
I cry but the pain would not just go away. I cry harder but still my heart wants to explode. I love Maw. I do. Maybe it is my inability to show it that lead him to fall for someone better. Yeah, he is better. No questions asked. And I could never compete with him.
As I now see, they deserve each other more than I deserve Maw. I can imagine them walking hand to hand looking perfect under a moonlit sky. And I will forever be behind their shadows, weeping in agony and bitterness. This time, I'll never get over.
So what's left for me? I dunno. I don't even remember how to be single again.
I'm here at the mall hoping I could buy the phone I wanted next to N6680 but I am still short. That thing that I was hoping to somehow lift me up from this misery was still out of reach.
I should go now. Before I burst into tears. I'll buy me some undies instead. Huhuhuhu... :'(
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Anyways, here something to make you sigh...
2 comments:
love truly brew! im in baguio ryt now for a 1 month training... napadaan lang to say hi. sana okay ka lang. kaya mo yan. pero parang di ka na natuto. please... stop being malibog n kasi. kaya ka nagkakaganyan. be good na. God bless! Pray always. we sometimes neglect our connection with Him... and that is y we feel empty inside. PAKABAIT NA ha. Love truly with GOD.
in prayers,
friend
shit always happens... but you hve to realize that there is someone above u can depend on. believe me, bago ka mag-iiiyak jan at mag-drama, try to make up to HIM, to re-connect to GOD! ha! Pray. never expect anything in return. just go on. GOD's WILL be done...
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