A Night Alone

I guess Ibs is mad at me. He asked me to accompany him to the airport for he had to get something. A package I heard. But I told him I'd rather stay at his house for I was tired which was a lie. I just didn't feel going out that's all. I've stayed the whole day there facing the computer and editing my website and uploading it to the net.

He said it was okay but kept silent. Jen accompanied him instead.

He kept silent and never bothered talking to me before he left for the airport. I can feel that it wasn't alright at all, that he lied. He left without a kiss nor a hug. You see, it has been sometime now that everytime we parted ways [for school or anything] he would always give me a kiss on the cheek and even on the lips. But yesterdays he didn't.

When he arrived the tension was still present. The only words he uttered was "azalea Ku u Kay?."
After a bath, I got dressed and told him I was to leave. But he just stayed there singing in front of the computer and all I got was a nod. So I got my things and left.
I wasn't even planning to bring "all" my things home for I was going to go back at his apartment after I got my allowance and some clothes back home. But I felt I wasn't wanted there. So I stayed home for the night.
I wish I could turn back the time but I couldn't. I should have had accompanied him to the airport but I didn't.

I spent the night alone for the first time after a very long time. I wasn't prepared but I survived. I just hope today would be happier.