COMING OUT FROM A LONG HIATUS

Wow!

Did anybody miss me?

I know what you are thinking. “Where the hell is Brew?” I am sorry for the long hiatus. I have been busy with job-hunting, with the clan (c4m, which by the way is no longer active and I have already quit), and boys. So, let’s start with the job. Fortunately I have been “re-called” by eTelecare Global Solutions but I was/am assigned to a different program. This one’s relatively easier that my previous. So I have been with the company again for a month now. Yes! I am once again a yuppie! I liked the sound of that. The free ice tea’s gone though. It has been replaced by pomelo juice (though, some csa’s like to call it pink lemonade. Haha..) Coffee’s still free though. All in all thing’s really did not change that much for the almost four months I’ve been out, or rather, kicked out from the company.

Then there’s c4m (Cubicla for Men), the clan which I was a member of before I finally quit a couple of weeks back. The reason? Maybe I’ll discuss that later. Just maybe. So the clan held so many meetings and gathering that I was out the house almost everyday. I usually spent the night either at Rocky’s of some other else’s place to get drunk and if I was lukcy, have sex or at at least a flingmate. I loved the clan. I met so many cute and funny people and also met a lot of friends. And when I say a lot, I mean A LOT. But there are four people in the clam whom I got really close with, until now. They are Xander, Dion, Rocky and Aldrin. We call ourselves c5m and then later CINCO. We even got accused of sub-clanning which alledgedly resulted to the clan’s demise. But we were/are more than a group. We are friends. Close friends. But when I got busy with work I had to spend less and less time with them though I try to make it to a point to see them at least once a week.

Then there’s boys. Every gay’s favorite topic. Haha. I had a boyfriend from the clan. His code’s Flingxxx. He’s a real charmer. He’s tall, dark and cute. Plus he’s so nice and loving. Every moment with him was bliss. He also gay though discreet. And the thing I liked most about him is that, he loves me, so much so as to let me go when I wanted to be free again. I know it hurt him like hell and I will forever be guilty. During the course of our relationship, I met Ryan – atypical Atenean guy. I feel in love with him so quick. That is the main reason why I had to leave Flingxxx. I know I love him but he just ain’t for me. I know I will only hurt him if I stayed. Going away was the best option, for both of us. Call me selfish but that is how I am.

As of the moment, I am happy and contented with Ryan. We are compatible both inside and outside the bed. Do you get my drift? He’s nice and caring though he’s not as sweet as I would want him to be. But I love him. I do.

I won’t promise I will update this blog as often as I used to but I will try my best to post at least one article (if you can call this one as such) a week at least.

Ta-ta for now.

I am actually in the office waiting for someone to call. Gosh, I am so sleepy. Bye.

P.S. Ryan’s gonna pick me up later after work. (12am MNL)