Haircut and Life

Wheew!

Finally, I had a change of heart. Well, at least on how I look. I just got my haircut. Now I am officially a semikalbo. Too late I know but hey summer ended just yesterday. Not that I am going to the beach or anything (it's already the rainy season, dudh?!) but I just decided that it was time for a new look.

They say that some people go to salons to have their nails and hair done whenever they get depressed but I guess I got a different idea. I guess I went a little over the top. Literally. So you might have figured by now that I am depressed. Yes, I am. Thanks to Marvin and my pleading him to come back to me. He tore my heart once again. Awwww....

Can't let those ugly things shatter me! So easy to say yet so hard to do. You try to believe and believe that everything's gonna be fine yet deep inside you you know you suck. A couple of days back a new window opened and I hoped Marvin would let me in his life again. I was wrong. He shut it off even before my finger got across. Ouch! A slap on the face!!!

Thus the new haircut brought about by depression.

And what do you know? I feel just great. I dunno if it'll last but I am gonna enjoy my moment. I feel like a newborn baby ready to conquer the world. A big leap for that change I wanna make in my life. I even erased all my karirs, fuckbuds and what-have-you from my phone list. Thus preventing me from meeting up guys and having pointless conversations and sex with them. I guess I have outgrown them all. Is this what they call maturity?

Anyways, I am gonna post my pic with my new haircut when I get my hands on a camera alright!

I am so excited to get home and see what my brothers an cousins would think of my new haircute. Gotta go! Mwah!