Thursday, October 21, 2004

OFFICIALLY SINGLE... again

Hayy.. It was so hard saying those words. Breaking up is definitely hard to do, maybe the hardest thing I ever did. I just could not stand a guy crying over me. It's just so... so.. so new. The feeling sucks but I guess I had to go through with it. It just ain't working for me anymore. I am selfish, I know. But you can't blame me. Or can you?

H&K has done nothing wrong. If there's someone to blame it's me. I dunno. It's just me. I can't stay long in something, well, basically anything. Be it work or otherwise. Guys, for me, as of now are like games. They end and when they do, somebody always loses.

But I wouldn't say that h&k got to the losing end. I want to still be friends with him. You know, for old times sake. I feel we could get along just fine. I am here with him at this cafe in Recto. He is uploading something for his Tita. We are talking at YM. I am even gonna spend the night with him.

We broke up over the phone and somehow I think we still have to talk about it. I still love him though.

I am gonna write more about it tomorrow.

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